July 2010
0 posts
dad camp.
the whole time the show has been airing i thought donta(the black guy) was my friend from high school.and i was RIGHT!!!!he changed alot.he was never agressive back then but hes so mean to his gf.
June 2010
3 posts
“se yoea”
May 2010
25 posts
“sometimes i just want to break down and cry.”
“im actually starting to like washington.it would be better if i had family here...”
“Handling criticism: if it’s untrue, disregard it. If it’s unfair,...”
rusty
so thats the name of the orangutang at the honolulu zoo.mako kept sayin it was a tangerine and i said it was chimpanzee.we both were wrong.lol.
he said the fruit tangerine was named after tangerine [which is ORANGUTANGS]
poor babe is not all there.thats what you get when you grad from aiea.
dad.
i think its a privelage to have that title.well get this.never have i met jim [my father]in my life.since the day him and my mom split he has not tried to get ahold of us.he only has three kids by my mother,his wife cant have kids.probly because he dnt take care of his OWN so god wont allow him any other.his wife has diabetes and cant bare kids.so im talking on the phone with him and im the ONLY one out of his kids that talk to him and dnt bitter him since i never knew the man.his wife jumps on the phone and starts crying.bitch i dnt know you.lol.its so weird.my father is a red head with freckles and green blue eyes.im guessing thats why my son is white with blonde hair.anyways he deserves father of the year award for thinking i was 22 and my sister was 30.so wrong.what kind of father is that.so hes still in new jersey,married with no kids.his parents [nanny and pop pop] were the only ones sending us cards every year.he actually has a sense of humor.suprised me cause hes a white guy.lol.he wants to pay my fair to come visit him in new jersey.kind of skeptical about that.sad because i wont feel like myself around my OWN father [well my moms baby daddy].hes talking to me saying "your dad.your dad"!?you ainte my dad your my father.theres a difference.his wife is annoying the crap out of me.her big ass mouth.i picture her a straight up jersey chick with big hips curly hair and a loud mouth.and i was right about the big mouth.hes talking about the jersey shore and hes gonna take us there.hes talking about snooky!?wtf your fkn like 60 and you talking about the jersey shore.unreal.he sounds so nerdy.eww i dnt wanna see him before i make fun of his white ass.well he is annoying the shit outta me about to tell him that i gotta go take care of myself.later tumblr.
plans.
so the plans for today was to buy a scetional sofa.thats not happening because homeboy is knocked the eff out.him and my buggy.i really want a sectional.we have couches right now but it doesnt really match the theme of our place.everything is animal print from my sons room to the bathroom to the kitchen.crazy me.
birthday party in the pm.gonna go shopping for hannah montana things for the bday girl.
its raining its pouring the old man [mako] is snoring.
its frikken may and its hailing so hard here.washington weather sucks.
p.s new bling on my fingah.rahjah!
“sometimes i miss being pregnant.i could feel EVERY move he made.hes growing way...”
April 2010
3 posts
were sitting in church when the earthquake happens watching the youth do a skit.then the whole church starts shaking and aunty dawn says...."oh cool da sound effects yea".the guy by the door yells earthquake.lol.we all rush out.it went all bad.the lady who had my son is SITTING in the pew still.aunty dawn STILL thinks its a part of the play AND THEn my uncle is sitting by my grandma and rushes out.my grandma can barely walk.shes sitting there clueless.the guy comes out and says.."the pastor wants everyone to come back in and finish the service."eff that!so emily said to my uncle who left grandma.."uncle why you leave her for so dirty."he says"hey man i gota save my self.mama will go to the grave too we all will die someday."mind you hes like 380pounds.picture him running?lol.we get in the church and the lady is sitting in the same pew WITH my son.she did not even get up.all while my mom is laughing.my poor grandma.she was clueless i had to explain to her that is was a earthquake in samoan and she replied in samoan "that poor old man,he is with god now.this earthquake is him letting us know hes okay."
i HATE to see my grandma like this.every night since i been here me and my son sleep in my grandpas bed to keep her company.the whole 21 years i remember of my life she NEVER closed OR locked her bedroom door.friday night she closed her door and i peeked in to check on buggy and my grandma was crying.it just hurt me.to think of it we will ALL end up like that.everytime she has my son she calls him fale.my papas name.oh ANOTHER weird thing thurdsay RIGHT before we took him off life support my cousins wife had her baby.so crazy.at the same hospital too.one leaves this earth another enters.
“my dad is really gone?hes really gone huh?”
– my mom crying saying this.
March 2010
70 posts
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everytime someone is dyin gin my family it happens at the WRONG time.off to san diego tomorrow.theres no way they can help my grandfather.his life is depending on a machine.cancer in the spine.and a tumor spreading quickly.why does life and death have to be this way.hard.hard to cope with with,live with and deal with.
I am a cook, a housekeeper, a warden, a teacher, a...
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Dear women, Please smoke more weed & lighten the...
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RAJAH!
dog
fujitive: "the only one i can trust is the one i trust"
dog: "and who is that?"
fujitive: "the one i love"
dog: "you love alot of ppl"
fujitve: "myself"
-so true.
“i live in puyallup and it sucks.”
roomates.
his cousin needed a place to stay.and NEVER again will i have someone else live with my son and bf and i.so IRRATATING.DONT do it.trust!!
reggae vibes.
i went to buy a satchel and the friken lady asked.."eh sistah you growing your locks?"
i said."no i just lost my brush for a week."
i showered and brushed.now im bald.i had a huge or let me rephrase thaa i had huge knots everywhere.
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i want to get a job.
i want to lose weight.
i want to go to cali
i want to try new things.
i want to change my last name.
i want to meet my dad.
i want to be happy [not just through my son]
i want to cut my hair.
i want to die my hair.
i want to go to the gym.
i want to be rich.
i want a new car.
i want to see my imediate family everyday.
i want my son to grow up the right way.
i want to have 5 more kids.
i want to live MY life.
i want to walk in heels.
i want to finish my cosmo school.
i want to do put acrylics on.
i want my kids to speak and know there culture.
i want to feel what its like to be MADLY in love.
i want me and HIS relationship not to be a headache.
i want him to leave to bootcamp already.
i JUST want to live it up.
“you dont know what you got til its gone.the day paradise put up a parking lot.”
– g.p
“because we were smoking marijuana”
– pineapple express
